No Husband = No Sleep
So, Jerrod is gone this week for work. They are working in a place about 2 hours from here, so they thought it was just better for them to stay instead of drive back and forth everyday. I do agree that that is better, but it doesn't make things easier on me. I have been trying to remember if I have ever stayed at home alone without Jerrod. Every time he has traveled for work, I have gone to my parents house to stay with them. That may sound a bit immature, but, if I don't have to be alone, why not? Last time he stayed for a few days somewhere else, I packed up and drove 8 1/2 hours to Tulsa to spend some time with his family. So, last night, I believe, was the first time that I stayed in our home without Jerrod. I am surprised at how difficult it is for me. I can sleep just fine without him when I am at our parents' homes, but there is just something strange about being in my own home without him. Maybe it is because I don't feel "protected". Maybe ...